The Funniness of Life

Everyday life is changing and in the midst of it all my personal life and self changes with it. I know that this seems so obvious, but it is so apparent to me right now because it seems that everyday something new arises, a new feeling passes, something is altered or something is taken. I feel like this much change hasn't happened for me all at once ever and now it just seems to be ongoing. For the past 2 months my life has been ever changing. My life is growing and I like it. It is sad sometimes, even scary, but it is exciting. It is exciting to know that I am strong enough to endure it all and still wake up in the morning with a smile on my face. I am learning a lot about the person I am, the person I want to be and the person I don't want to be. I am also learning about the people in my life and where I want them in my life. It is uncomfortable and really hard to look at sometimes, but I think this is the best time for me to place the people in my life right now. What is one more thing changed while everything in my life seems to be different. I am happy to say though that I am settling into my new home nicely. It is coming together and it is warm and comforting. It is my first place on my own; just me and Madison. Not everything, including myself, is falling anymore. I am beginning to have a peace of mind and my soul is calming. My foundation is set and my roots are beginning to take refuge in it. I feel the calmness begin to grow in me and I like it. I am laughing again like I used to and having fun with the people I hold dear to me. Life is funny sometimes. Although it was really terrifying and heartbreaking, the clouds are parting and I see the green grass that is right below me. The grass is greener on my side too.